BABY CIRES - Jesus will always be with me

23 June 2008

today is the first day upon returning to sch.

and oh no!! today's papers are also

my utmost fear.

Mother tongue & Chemistry.

I wanna get A's for these two subjects,

of course and maths!

Sadly to say, it's considered a bad start for the day.

firstly, i and my friend pei zhi both gt no place

to sit in the exam hall.

We gt the wrong place at first, bt actually

that doesn't matter.

Later, we gain permission from teacher and

rush outside to look at the board for our

seating places.

then, we rush back.

Pei zhi say she sitting behind charlotte.

bt i dun even know who is behind or in front

of me! Dumb me !

Later, teacher told us that our friends sat wrongly,

thus we just take any empty places and begin to sit for our test.

The first test is MotherTongue.

It should be a more relaxing thing for me, because i dun need to

think too much and stress myself.

The most happiest thing is that MT compo

gt 1 and a half hr to do ! ^^

this is super GRREAT!!

I din expect that.

However, for paper two is not good/fair,

becoz is the same time as paper 1.

I nearly couldn't finish PAPER 2~!

For compo, i chose the theme " Regret".

and oh ya, before the test started,

my volley teacher told me to meet him

after my MT test & I totally forgotten !!

OMG! Until the next day, when my friend told

me to meet him on thurs, then i remembered !

GOSH! until now, only gt 2 things that din go right.

>"<

Then, the next paper later in the afternoon

would be " CHEMISTRY"!

My utmost FEAR.

Since things din go right in the morning,

same was for the afternoon. T.T

firstly, i sat at the wrong place again.

I CAN"T BELIEVE IT !

I sat at the wrong place for the 2 sessions twice!!

GOSH ! WHAT AM I DOIN??

bt i am confirmed that i've checked my sitting no.,

and is I22.

bt my friend says she is I22. T.T

GOD, HELP ME.

I changed place with my friend,

bt is still the wrong one!

I gt to know this when I'm doin my paper midway. =.=

Chemistry paper 1 lasted for 30 mins,

while paper two 2 hrs.

But 2 hrs isn't enough.

truely, i can't finish my paper on time.

I stop at SECTION C - 40 MARKS !

OMG !

Worst was for MABLE.

I pity her.

my friend told me that mable doesn't even know that there was

a SECTION C!! MY GOD.

Poor her. At least i've done first question, but din attempted all.

>.<

So, overall, i gt 3 things that din go right for the day.

It's considered unlucky, but is that a premonition??

I couldn't guess. Only know that today was such a bad, unlucky

day for me. T.T

24 June 2008

today no paper. Glad that i could rest.

bt i can"t stay at home too !

I need to go for the ritual for my po po and gong gong

at the temple.

I miss them so much you knoe.

it's such a sad thing that they are gone.

they dote me the best.

bt too bad, i know little hokkien,

so not able to communicate with them often.

it was tiring though, bt gt buffet to eat !!

My energy is back!

I tasted my Long-lost best friend - MEE SIAM

and my feelings are back again !

HAHA.

25 June 2008

no paper today too !

so happy. so now i'm gonna get ready to study

for my next utmost fear- MATHS

I hate series and sequences seriously.

I cant do them properly, always have faults and cant find

the faults or answers.

WHY??? i dun understand.

i wanna get A for maths too!

i know the basic concepts,

also know how to apply to some, not all

bt still dunno why cant get it!

SAD.

Love ya

Baby Cries:)

updated @ 3:28 PM